Progressing from school to college is never an easy task, nothing is supposed to be similar in both the environments, ie school and college.You leave all your friends and a comfort zone that you had built over the years to face something new and develop yourself, like a metamorphosis you come in as a teen and leave as an adult, learning new things about yourself ,all that is crap to be honest.
College is not the thing we see on tv, where you bunk as you like and that everyone in college is pretty and the professors are dumb and the lady professors are hot,well some are but that's not the point,the point i am trying to make is that everything more or less remains the same,its just that you pay much more as fees than you would in school.
One thing that somehow hasn't changed from my experiences in school and college is that all the teachers,professors and faculty members constantly rebuke the students for not acting their age,we are supposed to somehow act decent and disciplined and all that just because we have become 21 or something.
Our Eco sir in fact has constantly told us that "He was asked to join the institute and that it was his perception that he would be teaching students who are all post graduates and behave like post graduate students would,like probably in North America or any other part of the world"
then he observes our behavior for a few days and recently told us that he is not capable of handling us because he has not been trained to handle "kindergarten" students.
this sort of comment has been passed wherever i have been,as in education institutes,school,college,tutorials and now even during a PG course, but people don't learn,the teachers should know by now that I wont change,i will stay the freak that i am and i should also acknowledge the fact that growing up has no scope for me,the only thing that keeps me sane is the abuses,comments,jokes,sexual references, irritating people etc, while a fear does exist as to what kind of employee i would be in a few weeks time for some company , i do still believe i will enjoy myself by being the crazy lunatic that i am,and i am fooking proud of it,at least i am better than those maagas.
With all these people telling me to grow up and me being on a charge wanting not to grow up,while i enter the lift of my building a couple of days back an 8 year old kid enters the lift , looks at me and tells me
"Can you tell me what the time is ,please UNCLE"
And that is when a part of my world shatters,now i know,even if i do behave like i do,which in some circles would and probably should land me in jail or in a psych ward,i know that I have grown,not mentally just physically
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